Saturday, April 18, 2009

yup

Just so you can get to know me a bit better.

I am really sad. I am really discouraged. I am really lonely. I am really stupid. I am really selfish. I am really weak. I am in a state of sadness. Not a creative sadness, but a dead sadness. I can't help but only mourn. God is with me in this. I can feel him.

I should be able to control myself. I can't though, I can't be anything but sad when I'm left with myself. I am so very lonely. I am stupid for feeling so lonely. I shouldn't be lonely.

2 comments:

Miles Vincent Grimes said...

hey man, you're making me sad. i hope and pray this sadness is from God, as it seems it is. for some reason this post reminded me of King David...he had such a sadnesss that was of God of no one i have ever yet met. psalm 22

i'm still praying for you brother.

desiredshots PHOTOGRAPHY said...

adversity is placed before us only for our gain.
only for our growth, only for our way to become stronger.

adversity is a blessing. you're humbled, and tried. you'll be a better person for it.

its always good to realize you're human and need your creator.

you know i am just a phone call away. i wish i could be at your show tonight man.