Friday, February 6, 2009


I have had a dream every night for the past two weeks.

Last night, I had a dream that we lost to SDSU on saturday. The night before, I had a dream that I got a mac and finally started recording.

I shared a story with one of my classes yesterday and as a result I have never felt more conflicted about my interests/callings in my entire life. I feel over-emotional, out-of-control, too energized and misdirected. I know God has given me gifts for a reason. But I don't know how to use them.

1 comment:

desiredshots PHOTOGRAPHY said...

i wonder what you shared with your class...somewhat important it seems.

maybe youre like me, and think toooooo much. i would suggest meditating. nothing weird. but go some place alone, some place that you find beautiful. over look the city, or sit in a quiet field. and close your eyes for once.

i usually find myself praying in those times. but just try to think of nothing at all.

maybe that will help.
it works for me often.